

The gruesome sight of his bloody form laying motionless on the ground, holding him in your arms and begging him to come back, watching the flames consume his body as you sobbed beside the fire taking him away, wanting to jump in yourself to stay with him. Tears start to leak from your eyes as images from your recurring nightmare flash in your head. He'd do anything to save you, but he can't take the time to have a second thought about saving himself. He takes stupid risks for you, for his brother, even for random civilians. He is the biggest risk to himself, more dangerous than any monster, demon, or ghost. The worst part is living knowing you're going to lose him. You love Dean Winchester, and there is nothing on planet earth-after all, you've seen everything, so you can be sure-that can change that.

You'd sacrifice anything just to have his arms around you one more time. Some go insane, some get obsessed, and you.you fell in love. This sort of life, it's enough to make anyone do crazy things. The things you know about the horrors that go bump in the night are enough to make most people go crazy, and you still manage to fall asleep half the nights.

Just once, you want to be as pathetically unknowing as them.
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Another hunt, another monster put down, another town full of civilians saved as they stumble about their daily lives, still oblivious to the danger that lurks around every corner. Your knuckles go white as you clench your fists in front of the dirtied motel mirror, streaked and speckled with grime and all manner of unappealing things.
